Reflections

     I have found my starts to be awesome now.  I'm very happy where I have finally ended up.  It's been a long, rough road.  This year has been full of it's ups and downs, many face plants into that road but I finally have gotten to the better part of the road and while it's still rough I know everything will smooth out as I go along.  Just keep marching and it'll get better.  
     I finally got back in contact with Marie. It's been a while but it's so relaxing being able to talk to her again.  She was someone local that we connected over rabbits and we fell apart for a while because of the little youth boy in Lexington.  We've just now, almost a year later, actually started talking again.  It's been kind of interesting and I started to follow her husband's ministry page.  I did a lot more especially after Stanley's heart attack and everything else. And while I re-kindled that friendship, I seemed to have lost the one I had with Rachel.  She's always with her boyfriend, we barely talk to each other anymore.  Kylie and I have more or less reconnected, and she's even thought about moving down here, do like I did, and do a restart and refresh.  It would be really nice change of pace for her.  I think she'd do well doing that. 
     I've turned to a more spiritual manner now, and I know Grandma misses Church on Sundays so I'm actually thinking about going with her.  It's not something I've ever done and not something I know a lot about but it would be something for her to enjoy and more for me to learn.  Marie said she's got some extra bibles and would send me one so I could start to learn more.  It's something Grandma and I can share and I think she would really enjoy going again and having company.  
     I even got a call from Sandy and we talked for almost an hour.  I kind of can't wait to be able to move Heidi again but if I move her I have to move the rabbits either near her or with her at Tamarack, mostly so I don't spend my whole evening at the barn and forget to get home to take care of the rabbits.  If I move her back before winter, I have to move the rabbits and get my own apartment all in the same time slot.  It's all still in the planning stage.  
     I was talking to dad earlier and I had mentioned getting an apartment in Winchester and then having to find a place to keep the rabbits over there and he was like just get the little car and stay here.  I continued by telling him I wanted a place I could get a dog again and he started to argue and I pointed out that it could come to work with me everyday and I had vaccines and it's spay already covered in my benefits at work plus I DEF would wait until Ayden was gone.  He didn't argue, he knew I had a plan.  Then I could hopefully work my schedule around so that I could get training classes and even show a few times.  Minimally she would have her CGC on her when I got done.  Well it's off to bed, I'll be minorly short on sleep going into work tomorrow but Monday's are usually a bit lighter and easier to handle than the rest of the week.