Life rules

     Today was root canal day.  By dang it he numbed me up good!  I didn't feel a damn thing!   It was 9:30 before I finally started to feel any pain, which of coarse is too late to fill any of the pain scripts he gave me.  Some of them I won't touch anyway(Norco) but the Motrin is plenty strong enough at 800 mg.  I'll survive.  I've certainly done worse pain wise.  6 More weeks, then I do the crown on top of this root canal, and I'll get the cavity in the molar behind this tooth while I'm numbed up for the crown.  Then I plan to wait 4 weeks or so to do the last 4 cavities in the front.  From there just keep up with them.  That gets me health wise back where I need to be.  I've still got bills from the biopsy that need to be paid, and then get the crown and fillings all paid for, but it's all well needed and upkeep is better than catch up from here!  
     I've gone ahead and sent the email to Rachel about swapping or buying back Penelope but she hasn't responded.  I don't know what email shes uses other than the redthunder email.  I did, however go back through my tort does. I intend to only keep a trio, and I put all three of my does, Della, Shelly(Della's daughter) and Faith up on the table and judged through them as if I was looking at all three as babies and chosing which two I was going to keep.  Faith got the boot.  She's the last of my Syd bloodlines but she's got the worst body type.  So for now I'll be listing Faith instead of Della or Shelly up for sale.  I do not expect her to sell at all, and she'll probably kindle out with me, her litter to Corbin and if anything is decent I might keep it, but it'll have to be phenomenal to beat out what I've already got.  
     I've got Bailey listed, it's almost time to list her on CL for adoption.  Much as I do love the little blob I just don't see her in my future.  I just want to keep some rabbits and Heidi.  Eventually I'll get a second horse but it'll be long ways down the road so I don't have to worry about it just yet.  Second horse will be a dark dapple gray.  Or at least I'm hoping.  She still bugs me whenever there is a human outside, she's hollering for grain, which I'll be cutting her to a once a day over my 5 day weekend, next weekend.  Also I never know where her feed pans are, she picks them up and walks around the pasture with them.  At least she stopped throwing them at me, but she about walks on my heels in the mornings when I'm bringing the bucket of feed out to her pan.  She steps on me, I'll have to back her off good and then I'll have to work in training sessions for her.  
     On day I'd like to be married, have a mini farm with about 15 acres, two fenced pastures a 4 stall horse barn(only 2 horses though. 1 stall for each, a stall for my rabbits and an extra stall just in case) with loft to keep hay.  A nice fenced yard for kids and my eventual dog.  Of coarse finding said man will be the hardest part.  I still dream, heavily, about my future and what I see there.   I'll continue to dream and keep my heart happy and brain sharp.  I can do it. I will do it. 
     I'm off and sleeping shortly because I have to get up early to meet up with another bunny buyer!  I'm still working on my herd cut down!